When I first met you I thought you were good looking but I never thought I’d fall for you. You’re deployed right now and sent me a picture of you sleeping so you could sleep with me at night. I stay up for hours waiting for you to send me a message online and I know you do when you can. You have been through so much and you’re still a good man. I know you will always protect me. Please come home to me.
I’ve told you how much you mean to me but I haven’t told you the whole truth. I’m scared. My last boyfriend cheated on me and hurt me. I try to believe you are not like that but I just don’t trust my own judgment anymore. I know it will cause us to fight and I don’t know what to do about it. I have tried to limit my love for you because I’m scared of this and I’m scared you won’t come home. If you are killed, I don’t know if I’ll be able to move past it. I can’t talk to you about it because I don’t want you to worry but I promise I will tell you everything when you get back to the states. You fly through war zones every day and every day I pray that nothing goes wrong. We both know you’re brave but I think you forget that I’m scared and worried. Please, please come home to me.
I miss you, baby.