Yeah, you. The first guy I trusted with my heart after my abusive relationship. You left me. Please remember that. I fell hardest for you. Faster and harder than I’ve ever fallen for anyone. And you left me. A year and a half ago, you left me for a girl that you may or may not have cheated on me with. You never told me why. Yet every time you two have problems, you come crawling back to me. You get my hopes up. You make my heart skip beats. You make me fall all over again. Only to crush me a week later. Well you two are done now. You came crawling back. But I won’t let you get to me again. It still hurts. I loved you.
I still love you. Who am I kidding? But I won’t let you hurt me again.