• just do it.

    by  • June 24, 2011 • Depression, Goodbye • 2 Comments

    kill me. shoot me. drown me. stab me. destroy me. kill me, kill me, please. i need you to because i can’t bring my self to do it.
    don’t tell me things will get better, they’re never going to! yes i know i’m overreacting, my life’s not even that bad. but it doesn’t feel that way. it feels like everyone in this world is out to get me, hates me, thinks i’m ugly, stupid, useless, and all they do is lie to me.

    I can’t even cry, i can’t show emotion in fear of getting criticized. i need you to kill me anyway you can. i can’t go on, things have not improved! i’ve tried to make them but all my hopes and attempts just fall down this endless pit. i wish i could jut jumping down there, stay forever in the dark. just me, no one else. never again have to try and see my dreams get crushed. just do it. i’m sick of suffering. kill me now!

    2 Responses to just do it.

    1. JessiMarie
      June 24, 2011 at 4:31 pm

      jut jumping? just jump?

    2. Marina
      June 24, 2011 at 4:59 pm

      just know everything thing gets better. i won’t say that i understand, because it drives me crazy when people say that to me when they don’t. i’ve felt this way before and im just going to tell you this: keep your head up, if you make the world believe you’re happy you’ll start to be happy. don’t worry about being criticized, the only thing that comes of it is empty words. you arent useless, or stupid. if someone lies to you they are beneath you, not the other way around. never think about throwing away your life, because its a wonderful gift and even though there are rough patches like this one youre in, it’ll get better, it has too. patience. just remember, sometimes you’ve gotta fake it to make it. keep your head up and smile because you’re beautiful, and you deserve to be happy.

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