kill me. shoot me. drown me. stab me. destroy me. kill me, kill me, please. i need you to because i can’t bring my self to do it.
don’t tell me things will get better, they’re never going to! yes i know i’m overreacting, my life’s not even that bad. but it doesn’t feel that way. it feels like everyone in this world is out to get me, hates me, thinks i’m ugly, stupid, useless, and all they do is lie to me.
I can’t even cry, i can’t show emotion in fear of getting criticized. i need you to kill me anyway you can. i can’t go on, things have not improved! i’ve tried to make them but all my hopes and attempts just fall down this endless pit. i wish i could jut jumping down there, stay forever in the dark. just me, no one else. never again have to try and see my dreams get crushed. just do it. i’m sick of suffering. kill me now!