I’m sorry I’m such a fuck up, I’m sorry I make you angry all the time. I know your other children weren’t so great either. I know you have always hoped that I would be better than them and I know you wish I would get the best grades, but I don’t, I wish I did so you would be proud of me, at least once, just once. I love you so much and I try every day to make you a proud mother, but I never succeed. You spent so much money on my braces and I just ruined them.
Please don’t be mad at me anymore, please talk to me and stop ignoring me, I love you so much and I hate the fact that you look at me like I’m some disgusting creature.
I love you mom, I hope you forgive me.
Your loving daughter.