• Archive for June 24th, 2011

    My first

    by  • June 24, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    You may have been my fourth, but to me you were my first. You were the first boy i let into my life, the first guy to keep coming back but why? because you got what you wanted or because of me? because i didnt get what i wanted you said so many things but

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    2nd love

    by  • June 24, 2011 • Confusion • 0 Comments

    I hate that you hurt him, your used-to-be-boyfriend… and now the only guy I could ever love. I can’t quite explain what I’m feeling… jealousy, anger, sadness? Is this really true? I am sad that my boyfriend and his ex broke up? Is it because they were good together, is it because she was pretty?

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    One Year.

    by  • June 24, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You, Those Gone Before Us • 2 Comments

    A year ago tomorrow was the worst day of my life. I remember waking up to that text and crying in our friends basement after we found out it was true. I remember getting home and moments later, everyone showing up. I remember sitting in my basement with everyone for hours, not really saying anything,

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    by  • June 24, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    I’ve never understood why you love me. Why you were so hopelessly in love with me. What attracted you to me. Why you loved me even when it was over. Why you love me now, though I have since moved on. I love you as well, I always will. But I will never understand why

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