Time really is a fickle creature. It tosses and turns the surf of our souls forever causing the foundation of our very cores to be reshaped. That’s what you did to me dear. I know my part and you yours. Even though we can never be there’s so much i want to say that I’ll never find the will to be able to.
You threw my entire world into chaos. No, that isn’t a bad thing in the slightest. That scared child peeked from behind it’s wall and saw the world. He may even conquer it. I learned how to love, truly and honestly love and not be afraid to be loved in return. You came along and upset my neat little apple cart.
I learned what it meant to be at my lowest. I saw the inner demons i had but without you in my life to bring them up I never would have gained the strength to combat them. I’ve fought them, one and all, and here i stand to tell the tale. All because of you.
They say a soul mate comes into your life not to stay but to teach you how to better yourself in some fashion or another. You did exactly that. I couldn’t be more grateful.
It was both good and bad my lost love…
I wouldn’t trade it for anything.
Time has come and washed over me. Five years have passed and shaped me into the person that is loved by many. I only wish I could count you among them.