• My Knight in Rusted Armor

    by  • June 23, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Dear A,

    I’ve never had a relationship that even remotely compared to this. You were incredibly intelligent, witty, funny, caring, calm, and most of all Godly. I was so blessed that God graced me with our relationship. My parents even said this was the first guy they could see me marrying. You were my prince, my knight in shining armor; everything I could have ever wanted and needed in a man. You even told me the story of us dating in fairy tale form, with the voice! You were almost perfect.

    After I left for college, everything changed. We hardly talked and you were always too busy. You couldn’t handle long distance, so we broke up..but not really. We still talked almost every day, and when I came back for breaks it was like nothing had ever changed. I was still yours for as long as the break lasted. Summer break came and I was sure we would get back together. To my surprise, you said you weren’t ready for this serious of a relationship. I am heart broken. After you left, I stayed up last night thinking of what I could have done differently, but I don’t regret a thing. I was your first real relationship, first kiss even. When we’re both at OSU, you’re going to date other women, and then you’ll realize what we had. How magnificent and spectacular our connection was, and how we fit together just like puzzle pieces. You’re going to look back at last night and regret pulling this beautiful puzzle apart. I care for you more than I could ever say. I’ll miss watching the stars with you as you pointed out the galaxies, playing Egyptian Rats Crew, eating junk food at the drive-in, our 3am adventures, finding secret places in parks, and most of all feeling your warmth surround me as you kissed me on the cheek. I’m sorry this is how it ended, but I would do it all again in a heart beat.

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