• Just So You Know.

    by  • June 23, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I’ve never been the girl that has it all together.
    I’ve never been the girl that has felt like love would come.
    I’ve never been the girl to get the guy I wanted.
    I’ve always been the girl in that group of friends, but
    I’ve always been the funny one that no one has taken seriously,
    Until I met you.
    Our time was short, but it was a few months that I’ll never forget. After going on countless first and second dates, you came along when I had least expected. From the start, everything was great. Our personalities clicked and everything worked perfectly. In the past I had always been cautious and questioned everything, but things were different with you.
    I wish the girl before me wouldn’t have hurt you so badly so that you shut yourself out when we became close. I can honestly say I have never loved someone before you, and I don’t know how long it will be until I find someone else who can even compare. As stupid as it is, I think about you constantly – all the “what ifs” about then and about the future. Even though it’s been months, I still have some hope that if/when we see eachother out, which is bound to happen, the feelings we both had will come back. As far fetched as it is, I can’t help but hope that one day we’ll come back together.
    I wish with everything I have that I could send you this letter, but I never will. I wish with everything that I have that we could have another chance, but I know chances are it won’t happen. And I wish that someone would come along and make me feel how you made me feel, but I don’t know how long I’ll have to wait.
    I love you.
    I miss you.
    I thank you for the time we spent together and for making me feel like those girls that have it all.

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