• Desperate.

    by  • June 23, 2011 • Depression, Short -n- Sweet • 3 Comments

    Dear anyone who cares,
    I am getting really, really depressed again.
    I could never actually kill myself, because I could never put my mom through that.

    I just want a reason to feel like any of this shit is worth it.

    3 Responses to Desperate.

    1. D
      June 23, 2011 at 11:50 pm

      I went through this 2 months ago. I was cutting myself and, if it wasn’t for my mom, I would have killed myself.

      I know it seems like life is unbearable right now. 2 months ago, I was more miserable than I had ever been in my entire life, and I truly didn’t see how I was going to continue living without a purpose. Maybe I’d just die because my body accepted that I didn’t want to live anymore. All I wanted was for just one person to care.

      I don’t know you, but I do care. I really, genuinely care about you. Anyone who is brave enough to admit, even anonymously, that he or she is depressed is someone worth caring about.

      You are beautiful. You are intelligent. You are a person worth caring about. And there are people out there who love you.

    2. Mashaeyla
      June 24, 2011 at 12:04 am

      All you can do is start doing things that make you happy. You choose how you feel and what you do about those emotions. I went through this. I felt as if i had nothing to live for and I wasnt even sure what the point was. I wasnt depressed, just sorta lost. Now i just do things to have fun. I dont worry about having a reason anymore. Just live, Its all we can really do 🙂

    3. Sarah
      June 24, 2011 at 10:04 am

      Jeremiah 29:11 “‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'” There is hope. Things will get better. And I care about you. Though our battles and troubles seem unbearable at times, this life is worth living. You are strong and you can and will pull through this. God loves you more than you know and if you turn to Him, He will take you in His hands and bring you to safety and show you what real, true joy is.

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