• You saved me

    by  • June 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I was sick mentally
    I felt fat while I didn’t eat
    I was weak in any ways
    I was psychotic in my mind
    I was lonely socially
    I hated the world so I didn’t want to live
    I couldn’t feel happiness so I felt sad
    I couldn’t laugh so I cried
    I couldn’t sleep in weeks
    I didn’t care about anything

    I wanted it to end

    to get away from this horrible place

    Now I am still sick mentally,
    I don’t feel fat, because of all of your compliments,
    I am still weak, but I’ve got you to catch my before I hit the ground,
    I am still psychotic, but you make the thoughts go away as fast as they come
    I don’t feel lonely as long as I’ve got you,
    I still hate the world, but you make it acceptable,
    I feel happy with you
    I sleep as a baby when you lay by my side
    I care about YOU

    sweetypie. This is a letter for you. And for you only.
    I want to thank you for saving my life. Not only my life, but my faith in living. And my faith in love.

    The world is still a horrible place to live, but with you by my side, I can survive it.

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