Sometimes I wish I would have told you, “No, I do not want to date you” just because of how much you wanna be around me now. When we first started it was okay and casual and fun and now everyday you’re like “omg I’m so happy you’re in my life babe”. WTF, we’re 19. We have our entire lives to live! It’s only been a few months!
Don’t get me wrong, you’re the best. You really are. You’re generous and gentlemanly, but you do have your moments and I admire that. But you can be too much sometimes. Maybe I’m so used to messing around that being with you makes me feel TIED down? Or maybe I’m just not ready for this. I wanna stay up till the wee hours of the morning without texting the entire time. I wanna talk to guys without being afraid of hurting your feelings. I wanna talk to YOU without you kissing all over me and interrupting to tell me how cute you think I am. I just wanna talk.
Geez, I feel like I’ve written this letter about a million times :/
But instead of me breaking your heart with my ‘free spirited’ values, I’m hoping you’ll end up making the first move to call this off. I really don’t wanna hurt you. A friendship almost 6 years in the making…yeah, this? This relationship was a bad idea. I’m such a fucking moron.