• Thank you

    by  • June 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Gratitude • 0 Comments

    Thank you for being so patient with me. Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart. You’ve never been negative or critical of me, ONCE, you’ve always had faith in me, and you’ve always put me on this high pedestal that I don’t deserve to be on. I’m obviously damaged goods, I’ve had my heart-broken not even a year ago. I’m not as nice as I make myself seem- I’m mistrusting, judgmental, shy, sarcastic, insecure, and afraid of commitment. I’m awkward with compliments, and I’m incapable of giving compliments myself (that actually mean something; shallow compliments are easy). I can’t express my feelings very well, and I always seem to say what I want to say when it’s too late. It’s easier for me to be critical than appreciative, because that’s how I was raised. But I really do appreciate you, even though I don’t say so. When I push you away, it’s only because I can’t believe that someone as nice as you can actually exist. I’ve been fucked over too many times by guys. But ironically, you gave me your full attention when I didn’t even ask for it. It usually happens the other way around with other guys. I know that you really care about me, and you see me as a friend AND a girlfriend. I love you so much. Thank you for being so patient and sweet and loving.

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