I’ve always looked for a site like this; where I can write and not really worry about the consequences. Somewhere to just write with no fear that anybody will confront me on the subject. I need this, so thank you to whoever made it.
I’m not sure what to talk about in actual fact. Nothing in my life is that interesting and when by myself my life is utterly terrible for some reason, yet when I look at the even bigger picture, it’s good. It’s always been good. But doesn’t stop me from complaining. My whole head has always been mucked up. I’ve never ever thought straight. Ever. I never know what to say either. In fact that’s my biggest problem: What to say in a conversation. You have no idea how many times I’ve chickened out talking to people simply because I’m scared and don’t know what to say. I hate it. It’s terrible. But like they say: every cloud has a silver lining because from that I met the most amazing person ever. They have changed my life so much and I honestly love her. Never thought I’d say that this soon but I did. My point is, you gotta look a the brighter picture. If you don’t, you’ll get no where. Sometimes things happen for a reason, and sometimes you’re you for a reason. Don’t try to change yourself to much. Embrace yourself. Never know what’ll happen.
And another quick point: There is always someone out there that likes you more than they admit. ALWAYS. All you gotta do is find them.