by  • June 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 1 Comment

    I have to admit that it’s all my fault we are in this mess

    I took a vow at an early age to love and be with you always as your wife and I put my best foot forward to live up to my vows but something changed in me over the years. I don’t know if it was the process of motherhood or just the fact i grew up. Things happened in the relationship that i had no control over. You became more controlling and I lost my life and started living yours. It no longer became about me it became about you. “I love you” – you say it everyday but I can’t say it back to you. You touch me and I shiver, we go nowhere together cus we always end up fighting and arguing with each other. It’s my fault, this I know, because I allow myself to get smothered in the marriage life. I allow for you to talk about me and then turn around and say you are sorry, I allow that. I allowed myself to sink deeper into a dark hole just to make you happy. It’s my fault, I take full responsibility for it all. It’s my fault

    One Response to IT’S ALL MY FAULT

    1. April
      June 22, 2011 at 2:03 am

      You deserve better.

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