• I love you and I am sorry

    by  • June 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    If I could go back to the day that we met, I would in a heartbeat. In fact… I would give anything I have and do anything in the world to do just that. I was too young and stupid.

    Honey, you are the greatest thing that ever happened to me, regardless of what happens. You showed me what love is. I know I hurt you and believe me I would do absolutely anything to take it all back and start over. I had the most perfect woman… You loved me with all your heart… You would’ve done anything in the world to make me happy. I threw you in the dirt too many times and you deserved so much more. I can honestly say that I didn’t deserve you then because I was a horrible, selfish person. Through the bad times, though, we spent five incredible years together and I fell in love with you.

    Today, I can say that I’m not that same person. The last year without you has been the worst year of my life. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about holding you in my arms, you falling asleep on my chest, those big beautiful eyes, hah… or how happy you used to beg me to take you fishing and the smile that would light across your face when you caught one but you would never touch it. Those adorable faces you’d always make at me to make my heart melt… It’s been a year now and I still can’t fathom being with another girl. You talk to me still and ask how I am but it hurts so bad when I tell you I love you and don’t get anything back.

    I just wanted you to know I’m sorry for all the times I made you cry. You’re the most perfect, strongest, funniest, beautiful person I know. I’m so happy I had the privilege of watching you go from the girl you were when I met you to the woman you are today. You deserve nothing short of the best out of life. I hope that one day, because of you, someone else could give me their heart like you did and I KNOW I will know what to do with it this time. But no matter what, babe, you will always be the love of my life. I love you so much, sweetheart.

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