yesterday I went to my favorite spot in Las Cruces and burned everything that you made me during the many years we were together. Do you even know what my life has been like since we broke up? I always think about you, I cry when I get that empty feeling, and I pray on my knees that everything will pass and that I will finally be okay that you are no longer a part of my life. I just wish that I had really held onto the last moments that we had together. When we broke up and I ripped that heart that you worked so hard on, I was hurting so bad and I’m sorry. Everything I did that may have hurt you, I’m sorry. Every time I pretended that I was completely happy we were apart I was really breaking inside. You’re 2,000 miles away, but what we had will always be a real love forever.