• 6 years.

    by  • June 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    It’s been 6 years. 6 whole years that my heart has belonged to you. Sadly, yours belongs to someone else. It’s something I will never understand. The way you make me feel is indescribable. One simple touch and my heart races, how can you not feel the same? I’ve spent countless nights wondering if we will ever happen, even though you’ve told me many times it’s just not there. I’ve tried to convince myself that it never will. But it’s been 6 years, 6 years too long. We’ve shared so many special moments that I just can’t understand how it’s not there for you. I see the way you look at me, and so does everyone else. Do you look at her like that? Most days I wonder, but I just end up in tears. Everyone tells me you’re afraid. Afraid of what? I’m not a stranger, and you know exactly how I feel. I’ve poured my heart out to you one too many times and you just say that I need to let it go. But how can I? I want to be your priority, not your secondary option. It’s been 6 years that we’ve been on this roller coaster ride, and I don’t see an end in sight. I’ve tried so desperately to be over all this, but you never let me. Telling me that you miss me only makes my life that much harder. So what’s it going to take? Will this ever happen? Shall I forget these 6 years or will you make me wait 6 more?

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