• Thank you.

    by  • June 21, 2011 • Closure • 0 Comments

    Here’s a few thank yous:

    Thank you for being my first love. For showing me what love was. We were so young. You were my first everything. You took my virginity. You took my heart. Then you broke it in half. I was angry for the longest time. I resented you for hurting me so much. For cheating on me. We tried being friends. Thank you for not sticking around. It led me to heal faster. I forgive you now for everything. You just had a beautiful baby boy. I’m so proud and happy for you. I want nothing more for you to be happy and have the best. I’ll always love you. Thank you for being the first.

    You were there to pick up the pieces Zach left. You may have only been a friend with benefits. But even after all these years, you’ve been one of my best friends. You got my mind off of Zach. You were there to vent to. I thought I loved you. But I guess my love for you was different than a real heartfelt love. You were my pick me up. So thank you for that.

    Thank you for being a dick. That is all.

    You are the one that hurt me the most. Four years. We were going to get married. I thought you were the one. My soul-mate. I saw myself with you. Then it got fucked up. We moved in together. We realized that we were never ment to be. Fate turned a twist with our lives. It was time for me to learn how to be alone. To live a life without someone always there to help me. You may have broke my heart into a million pieces. But I’ve never been happier in my life. I feel like I’m getting somewhere. I’m living my life how I want and not by how “we” want. I always think of our memories. I miss them. But god, I’m so glad we made them. I hope you’re happy with your life. I may still be bitter towards you. But I want you to be happy. Please stop using people. Learn to grow up. Don’t be stupid. I’ll love you forever and always. And when you’re ready to talk again, I’ll be around. Thank you for breaking my heart, I can live now.

    I’ve known you for years. But recently, we met again. When I saw you, I knew something would happen between us. We may not be in love. We may be having fun with each other. But I want you to know, you’re helping me forget. I don’t even care that we’re just fuck buddies. Because right now in my life, that’s all I need. I don’t need to bother with love right now. Just be my booty call, and I’ll be yours. Maybe, just maybe…in the future. We could be more. Thank you for being my booty call.

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