• Is it even worth it anymore

    by  • June 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I am lost. I am torn. I am confused.
    It is a bright sunny day but I feel like it is a cold winters night.
    I am not home for very long.
    I leave on Monday.
    We will be almost two thousand miles away from each other.
    You stopped trying as hard.
    I started feeling more.
    I wish I didn’t care, I wish I could ignore you and act like it didn’t bother me.
    I wish I could forget you and be fine.
    I wish you weren’t on my mind.
    I wish i wasn’t falling for you.
    I am writing this letter in hopes that one day you might stumble upon it and understand how I feel because this is not easy for me.
    I am giving up on you.
    I don’t want to be hurt anymore than I am, I don’t want to look like a fool.
    I am sorry I will never explain this to you.
    But you won’t understand until you are in this position.
    I am leaving and I am taking everything with me.
    Bye Z

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