• I’m Sorry

    by  • June 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Regret, Short -n- Sweet • 11 Comments

    From the bottom of my heart, with every fiber of my being, I am sorry. I’m sorry for what happened, I’m sorry for the way it happened. I’m sorry for everything. But I think, most of all, I’m sorry that I don’t have the guts to say this to you in person. Maybe, hopefully, in the place in your heart where we were so connected, you know that I’m so, so sorry.
    Love always,

    11 Responses to I’m Sorry

    1. Lost in the Wilderness
      June 21, 2011 at 2:22 pm

      I hope this letter was from you to me. I forgive you.

    2. sarah
      June 21, 2011 at 2:22 pm

      because someone “thinks” you’d be sorry, doesn’t negate hearing it said out loud.

    3. Anon
      June 21, 2011 at 3:17 pm

      Send this.

    4. M.G.
      June 21, 2011 at 5:05 pm

      i agree with anon. you should def. send this since you feel like you lack the courage to say it aloud. its always nice to hear someone is sorry for what they’ve done.

    5. A
      June 21, 2011 at 5:36 pm

      Send this!

    6. Me
      June 22, 2011 at 2:45 pm

      Although someone may act like they are sorry & you believe that they are truly sorry, it’s still nice to hear it. Hearing it makes it more believable, more tangible. You should send this.

    7. At the Edge of Wild
      June 22, 2011 at 4:10 pm

      To Anonymous
      I’m tired of words, I’m tired of unspoken words in the wind. Lost dreams that will never come, and empty apologies from a heart that lacks the courage to face their own actions…be they unconscious
      …the hurt felt through the knife of unmeant words and actions remains painful…and the scars are written in my “words” to you.

      I’m tired of you, I’m tired of your fear and limitations…I’m tired of the way you try to speak out to me…never really clear if you are speaking to me or not, so I have to second guess everything…make me enter the hell that is you…simply because you are a COWARD! I’m tired of you…have I not said it clearly enough…

      So I were to take that you actually do mean this…what do you want from me? Because I really wish to give you nothing…the value of you to me… absolutely 0! You are the most unkind person I have ever met. Heartless and selfish…unwilling to give, unwilling to show,share and unloving…but expecting what he lacks from those he is not able to give it to.

      I dont forgive and I dont forget…this is what I have found out, I love myself enough to not allow what you do affect my daily life, but really to hack into my computer, track me through my phone, call me crazy, lie to me when we both know…that is cruelty! YOU have never uttered a nice word to me…never!!!
      I do not forgive cruel people, heartless, selfish,
      entitled,mean,arrogant, bigoted…little boy that only knows how to relate to others in a negative way…uncaring in every way.
      You really think I believe that feel anything?

      I’m not some disney princess that believes in bygones…chases butterflies and wishes upon a kiss.If I were Belle I would have poisoned to Beast then waited until he was weak enough, and then suffocated him slowly and painfully…first for not having the compassion for my poor old father, and most importantly for believing that trapping me, taking my freedom, and enslaving me into believing that my Stockholm syndrome was love. NO!!!Believe me…you will know when you are sorry…so so sorry!

      Your expectations…
      Who is this person that you write anonymously to that is so important to you that she or he is anonymous…they must really feel special…to know that you care so much…to write an anonymous apology to.

      I’m grateful that you felt sorry enough for yourself to write an anonymous apology to a person who shall remain anonymous and thus will never know you feel anonymously sorry.

      I cant say it enough…I am tired of you…good luck finding your Princess…and your guts.

      From: I will not be some anonymous person you apologise to. What you did hurt me so much that I almost lost everything that I have worked for. You humiliated me, you laid about me, you hacked into my computers and broke them, you acted as if I was the one stalking you and called me crazy. You stalk me…watch what I through my computer…you insult my intelligence…
      I will not accept an anonymous apology.

    8. Emma
      June 22, 2011 at 6:26 pm

      Sorry what just happened?….

    9. Uncool
      June 23, 2011 at 7:21 pm

      @ At the Edge of Wild
      I can see that your using the defense mechanism known as displacement to put your ill feelings of someone doing this onto Anon or whomever is a poster here. In these rare occasions I do agree that this is something the mind should not ruminate in but to vocalized to the person of concern, whether its you or not. And people need to accept that, you need to accept that. Each step we take in our lives involves mistakes along the way. Sometimes we hurt people indiscriminately and at other times intentionally.

      One thing I would like all of us to do at some point in our lives or even this week is to say “I forgive you” to one significant person in our lives. I have to do it myself because I let go of someone I had seeked guidance from for a long time. And more importantly learning to forgive ourselves for our shortcomings and sometimes stubbornness to change in the process.

      Hopefully your not at each others throats when I check this post again. :/

    10. Heather
      June 24, 2011 at 3:51 pm

      I got goose bumps…I know this isnt from you, but god do i hope so. But to the person whom i WISH it was from…i would never forgive you even if you finally apologized. I no longer believe you deserve happiness because even when you have it, you throw it away. You always yelled at me for sitting in self petty, even after my brother passed away. But thats all you do, is sit and bath in your own failures, get over it and grow a pair. Good luck with your new 40 year old girlfriend…twenty years is a HUGE age deference. Especially for two people that dont even know if they’re gay. Your karma is coming, i promise. Oh the sweet day.

    11. ThinksItsNotAboutYou
      June 26, 2011 at 12:30 am

      I’m sure its not from you . As much as i would love to hear it . But it would be a start of putting on a band aide on a cut still bleeding . If you know you have something to say then say it . Don’t hold it back cause im sure a sorry from the heart goes allot more to help this person you cared about . Its worth the copy and paste into a email at the least .

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