• I’m Not Okay

    by  • June 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    You don’t understand, you never will.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to go on that bus and pretend everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to travel more than 5 hours a time and pretend everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to see you everyday and pretend everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to lie and say everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to see you with girls and pretend everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to play on the field and pretend everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to tell my girls that everything is fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to even try and meet someone and prove to them that everything is fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to laugh will you and pretend everything’s fine.
    I don’t know how I am supposed to pretend everything’s fine.
    It’s not fine.
    I’m in love with you.
    I am counting down the days to see you again.
    I have been good, you’ve been good.
    We’re practically together this summer anyways so what was the need to end it?
    I’m so broken and I need you, as my best friend, as my boyfriend to take me back and be with me again.
    I’m sounding so pathetic, but I need you.
    Please, it’s getting too hard pretending that everything is fine.

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