4,000 and a few miles lay between us now. You said you wanted me forever, that I was your one and only. But now you’re in a different country, living a different life, without me. How does that feel to you? I’m sure it can’t feel as awful as it feels to me.
You said we were made for each other and distance nor time mattered. If there was a will, there was a way. What happened to those words, spoken to me not even a week ago? Did you forget me already? Or had you decided before you left that I was just an “American fling?” Either way, the hurt stings.
Now I am left to try and move on. 8 or 10 years will come and go, and we will still not be together and married, with kids on the way. Like you promised. What do I do from here? Should I move on quickly or face my fears and be upset and emotional? It’s a hard test of strength, staying here without you.
I am moving on.
The Lost Love <3