• Suddenly

    by  • June 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    We really did have it all, we were best friends, but we were also in love. Our relationship had the purest intentions ever, intentions of being together forever, of making it through long distance, of looking back and thinking, “We made it”. Then why so suddenly do you not feel for me anymore? Or better said, why don’t you want to act on you loving me so much anymore? The long distance part of our relationship hadn’t even started yet, and you decided to throw it out faster than the blink of an eye? You say it’s best for both of us, you say that it’ll be horrible anyways, so we shouldn’t try. Why suddenly, the man that I loved changed? Is it your family? I knew they disliked me, and for no reason at all, but you always said, it doesn’t matter, I love you, I’ll love you forever, I can’t live without you, I won’t ever let you go, and now, suddenly, I’m writing an anonymous letter to you, with all the feelings that you know I feel, but suddenly feel that they won’t matter in a few months. I don’t know what I’ll do, when you suddenly find a new girl to love, I feel that no one will ever love you as I did, but I’m scared that you’ll get over me, especially when I don’t want to ever get over you.

    I’m in love with you, and I was planning to be forever, and so were you, why was that suddenly not enough?

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