i wish nothing but the best, for you.
or do i?
i found out today that you have someone new. my replacement. i remember having the wind knocked out of me when i was 10 years old at a martial arts tournament. hearing this was worse. i hate that you moved on so fast. i hate that you had a massive head start in moving on from me. i hate that i still love you. i hate that you used me all up until i literally had nothing left to give you, and then bailed. i hate that i still care if you’re happy. you should be the last thing on my mind. i hope this girl is a rebound. i want you back, but i don’t. this is such a mess. leave me alone, come back to me.
i’ve romanticized the past when it comes to you. you’re immature, you drink to get drunk every time you open a bottle, you lead me on and then watched me fall on my ass. again. you broke my heart. i hope she’s worth it.