You say it is temporary, that it is something you will get through, that you want to get through. but everyday i watch you. and you aren’t even breathing anymore. you don’t notice the little things anymore. you don’t question anymore. you question yourself, over and over. every step is a constant battle that you really do want to escape. you just don’t know how. ask for help? but then something is wrong…then you really aren’t happy. and for why? for why should you not be happy? you look in the mirror. you see nothing. you glance again. you give up. try something else. where is that smile? where is that happy confident girl I once was? how do i get it back? how do i get me back?