• Archive for June 17th, 2011

    Where Are You My Angel Now

    by  • June 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    Where are you my angel now, can’t you see me crying…where are you my angel now, can’t you see me dying… Forever searching for the word, for the one symbol that could accurately describe all that is and all that was, all the feelings and thoughts that seemingly could never be seen clear, transmuted from

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    Do I know you?

    by  • June 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    Excuse me, but do I know you? Oh, right. You were 13 months of my life. 396 days of my life. You were what once my perfection, shattered into lies. You were my heart and you were my life. You took my heart, you took it’s life. Dependency was not what i wanted. Dependency was

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    Your Perfect Body

    by  • June 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Guilt, Those Gone Before Us • 0 Comments

    Does it ever get easier? That pit- it is never a lump; it feels like trying to swallow something with sharp edges, a cherry pit perhaps- in your throat, the trouble breathing at night, the crying or laughing at inappropriate moments? Does it go away? Does death become something familiar? Even when you loved them,

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    Until we meet again

    by  • June 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    Dear you, I wrote this letter to you when we had only been together for a few weeks. But somehow, I already knew you were the one. I wanted to give it to you on our one-year anniversary, but I had already pushed you away by then. I am so sorry for the things I

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    I fear I’ll never be free of you

    by  • June 17, 2011 • Abuse • 0 Comments

    Dear L**, What happened? Why did you do it? I don’t understand. I loved you (I still do). Was everything you said to me a lie? I can never get over what you did to me. I can never get over you. I thought we loved each other. Why did you rape me? I don’t

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