J,

Fuuuuck. So many things happened on Saturday. I had a great time and I know that despite everything, you did too. We were up so late… But I think we needed that more than we knew. I have to tell you though, I’m overwhelmed now. One of my best friends talks shit about me more than I realized. And then you cheated on him. Initially, I was mad at him as much as you were. That’s probably why I was fine with not telling him. But despite it all, I still love and care about him.

I just realized that now, if you ever tell him what you did, he’ll know that I knew and kept our secret. I feel guilty about keeping it now. And now I can’t even hang out with the guy I like because he might bring his friend around that you cheated with, and he might make a move on you in front of our friends. So now I’m realizing the severity of the situation. I know you broke up with him, and that was the right thing to do, but you need to tell him you cheated. You guys won’t be friends anyways, I realized that. So you might as well tell him.

I hate being involved in your lie. I’m starting feel really guilty when all I’ve done wrong is say nothing. We need to talk, and you need to come clean.

Love,
C