• Archive for May 22nd, 2011

    It lingers

    by  • May 22, 2011 • Regret • 0 Comments

    Dear Marc H., I will always be sorry for the stuff I put you through two summers ago. I’ve told you this already, but you remain adamant that there’s nothing to be sorry for. Well there is, Marc. I loved him more than was actually healthy. When he asked THE question, I said yes. Of

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    The worst part

    by  • May 22, 2011 • Grief, Short -n- Sweet • 0 Comments

    I know you meant every word you said. And each sentence is echoing in my head. … Fuck. Please take care of yourself. When you “check up” on me, I’ll say I’m fine. ……… I’m not, but I want you to be happy.

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    hmmm…

    by  • May 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Interested? • 1 Comment

    Dear Elli, or however you spell it, You are one of the weirdest people I’ve ever met. I have yet to encounter anyone else who literally, straight walks into complete strangers they’ve only met once, maybe twice. When you ran into me in the caf today (third time i guess), at first I thought ‘Oh

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    alone

    by  • May 22, 2011 • Friends • 2 Comments

    Dear all of you..you know who you are. Last year you made my life completely miserable. I was betrayed by every single one of my friends, and i had done nothing to deserve it. I felt so lonely. I spent my weekends cooped up in my room, reading, sleeping, crying. Wishing i was included again.

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    Double Standard…

    by  • May 22, 2011 • Frustration • 0 Comments

    I look down at my phone and gather my things and head into my room. My roommates know what that means. Another fight is starting. What’s it this time? You were stressed about med school. Co-workers were arguing about what to get for food and being assholes. I tried to calm you down. Make a

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