Dear you,

Tell me why i fell for you? why i let you into my life so easily. i trusted you. i wanted nothing more than to be with you. but there’s just one tiny problem…we have different beliefs. you knew i had a standard and you pretended to be that. you started something you knew you could NEVER live up to. so everything ended and we went our separate ways. i got over you and you got over me…so i thought, so you thought.

there we are on that grass helicopter pad again, hanging out and being silly. all of a sudden i feel your arms around me and everything felt right again. but i knew it was wrong. i knew you and i couldn’t be. but i held on to you for the fear of never getting to hold you again. you looked me in the eyes and told me i was more than enough for you and that you loved me, that i wasn’t just any other girl. it sounded so real and it felt so real but i knew you just wanted me because i was there.

i don’t think you understand how much you mean to me. and i also don’t think you realize how much you hurt me. 3 days later and you’re telling me that you wouldn’t turn down a kiss from anyone and that it doesn’t matter how you feel about me because you “can’t get anything out of me” ?? seriously? please, just look me in the eyes and tell me the truth. tell me that you’ve moved on, that we’re over. stop lying. and don’t bother visiting this summer. who do you think you are? be a man stop doing drugs and come to your senses already, because you are not the boy i met this summer. where did he go? because i’d really like to meet him again someday!

From,
Me