• Archive for April 28th, 2011

    Impending doom

    by  • April 28, 2011 • Depression, Letting Go • 1 Comment

    You know that point in a relationship where you just know, very soon, it will be over? Subtle changes make your brain go ape shit and analyze the past few months to see where it went wrong, knowing full well the damage is done. That’s where I am. Struggling to just get the basic affections.

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    After all this time….

    by  • April 28, 2011 • Closure • 1 Comment

    It’s a long letter, but I believe it’s worth it. Dear You, After three years and two months, and twenty days, I still think about you. We haven’t been together for a while but some days you are just on my mind. I have felt many different things for you, the last thing I felt

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    I don’t want attention

    by  • April 28, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 3 Comments

    I don’t know whether it’s the accutane, or the pot use, or the relationship i’m in that’s making me stressed, but i can’t get the nerve up to tell anyone about my suicidal thoughts or my depressed mood. I’m afraid if i tell any of my friends they’ll think i’m seeking attention, or if i

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    Get over it

    by  • April 28, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 2 Comments

    I have wanted to say this for quite some time. I love you but I’m not in love with you. My heart beats so deeply in love for someone else. If I tell you this in person, I lose you forever but it’s getting to the point where I say goodbye to my best friend

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    i don’t even know you anymore

    by  • April 28, 2011 • Friends, Miss You • 0 Comments

    She seriously changed everything, can you not see that? We were best friends, and you told me that I meant the world to you, and even though my feelings for you were unrequited, I accepted it; our friendship was good enough for me. Even the distance didn’t stop us. Now we talk once a week.

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