• Well thanks alot!

    by  • April 27, 2011 • Frustration, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    You frustrate me. Alright so you really creeped me out at first. All obsessed and junk, telling me how pretty and amazing I am before you even met me. Then we met and damnit you’re a cool guy. You’re just bold with your emotions. Now, we’ve been texting and making plans to see each other in the future. It’s 2am and you fell asleep at 10 and I actually miss you.

    This was not supposed to happen. I have walls up for a reason. I’ve been hurt. I’m going to hurt you. I know it. I don’t want anything serious until after this summer. I need to find myself. And as shitty as it sounds, I simply want to keep my options open. I haven’t been single in 3 years. I just got out of a 2 year relationship. I’m ALONE and I like it.

    So don’t you dare make me fall in love with you. With your sweet, selfless texts. Your hilarious stories. Your cute smile. Your height. Your personality. How you’re so down to earth, real, and true. The way you think I’m the girl of your dreams. The way you make me want to think about the what if.

    Well… shit.

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