• I try and I try

    by  • April 27, 2011 • Dating, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    To whom this may concern: she knows who she is

    Christ, I’ve never met someone so difficult. She just can’t do something or understand something, there has to be a reason, or she always has to be right. Why did I get treated like a nothing, insulted, why me? She does as she pleases she doesn’t give a shit what other people say, she doesn’t understand how completely fucking frustrating that is, I’m not saying I know what’s best for her, but, you know… I try and I try, but and all she can do is nitpick and point our all the things I’ve done wrong she didn’t like. That’s why I stayed for so long, I looked past all the times she made me feel like complete and utter shit, I looked at the big picture, a girl who loved me, and I didn’t nitpick about her, I saw a beautiful, fun, amazing girl, and I got treated like scum, like fucking dirt. Albeit I made mistakes, I’ll be the first to admit it, I don’t know if she ever let them go, but it felt like she didn’t, I don’t know… I loved her to death, we loved each other like any other high school couple and that’s all I could ask for. But sometimes, she made me feel like the most pathetic piece of shit nothing that ever walked God’s green earth. I know she still loves me, I still love her, it’s like asthma, you can say it’s gone, but it never really is gone. But, it’s over now, sure I’ll miss dating her, but we’re still friends, it’s just time to pursue other interests. These two puzzle pieces were a bit too different and they didn’t fit quite right, and I don’t believe they ever will fit, but, that’s the way the world turns sometimes…

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