You already left me physically, don’t leave me mentally. Don’t ever stop thinking of me. Don’t stop caring. Keep faith in me as I am in you. I can only hope this is just a minor setback. But deep down, I know it’s the end. I know the last four years of our relationship is being forgotten. But I still have hope. It’s all I have left. I hate that I can’t go a day without having you on my mind. I’m living a double life. Saying one thing about you but thinking another. I wish this wasn’t so hard. Heck, it’s been 4 months since you left. Somedays are harder than others. But no matter what day it is, I still miss and love you. I know you won’t ever read this. Which is why I use this site. Because then you can’t show your friends and make fun of everything I say. You can’t make fun of what pours out of my heart. You were my everything and more. And losing you was the worst pain I’ve ever endured. I pray everyday for you to come back. I’m hoping maybe soon God will answer my prayers. Just please, don’t leave me. I’m so lost without you.