We met over a year ago. You and my best friend had something going on. We said ‘Hi’ to each other whenever we saw each other but nothing ever came from that. Then you and her stopped everything you hurt her really bad…..

Months later I saw you at school, i’d say ‘hey’ every time I saw you, but yet again nothing happened until that one day I decided to come sit down with you and talk. It was like we had been friends forever, we laughed, and joked, and talked about a lot of things. After that moment whenever i’d see you i’d make an effort to come talk to you. We became friends on facebook and started talking all the time, I got your number and from that day we talk every day. We are now best friends. You tell me how I brought you back to God and your faith is now so strong and beautiful.

Our friendship has been so good for so long, that our friendship turned into me falling in love with you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I try so hard not to think about the things that could happen between us. I feel like God placed you in my life for more than just a ‘friendship’. I want to call you mine and for you to call me yours.

But I feel like something is holding you back, maybe it’s that friend of yours who is a total jerk. I think he makes fun of me because i’m not a skinny hot girl.. Just because i’m bigger doesn’t mean anything. And i know you stick up for me, well I hope so at least. But it’s still so hard for me. I want to just have you hold me in your arms. I love you more than you know.

Please just know that i’m here no matter what.

Love,
Your best friend.