I miss you everyday. I can’t stop thinking about how things would have been different if you hadn’t died that day. If we would have ended up together. If we had gotten married like you had promised. If we would still be in love. I’d like to think we would have. I never forgot you, what we had, how I felt when I was with you. This new boy, he’s pretty great, you would have liked him. He’s helped me find the girl I was when you were here. I thought she was gone forever. Thank you for loving me for exactly who I was. I’ll always love you, and I will never, ever forget you. My darling, my first love, the boy who showed me what love, true love was, I think about you all the time. Thank you for being a part of my life.