To the female that currently has my heart.
I just want to let you know that I’ve been thinking about you all day. I’ve been reading sad stuff on the internet that just makes me feel so happy that we are together. When I asked you to take your lunch break with me, I didn’t intend to piss you off. We sat down next to each other at a computer, I went to youtube, and you walked away. Now you say you have your own ride home, and that maybe I’ll see you tonight. Even though we live together. I know you’re going through some hard hard times with your friends and surroundings, but I don’t want to feel like shit, just because you want me to, thats a little messed up to me. And for the friends who have recently abandoned you… WTF? you guys are dicks, you guys are stirring up dust that has already been left at peace to settle, why must you bring up everything shitty that has happened in the past? why can’t you just drop it and continue living life? people make mistakes, people mess up, there isn’t any reason to hold onto the mistakes thinking and telling other people about the shitty things they’ve done, I’m sure if you take a moment to reflect on your life, you will also see some pretty shitty things, that luckily somebody has kept to themselves. well one day, when your biggest and darkest secrets get revealed, if you come back to me, I’ll be there laughing in your face. Bitch.