i’m gonna make it easier for you now … i’ll tell you what im NOT going to write about
1. a love story
2. how miserable my life is
3. whine about how i’m gonna kill my self tomrow

well i’m a Social anxiety dissorder patient .. it stopped me from being what i realy want to be and made me a person others wanted me to be like.

it makes me a mute in the society some times but i learned to cope up with it, i learned that there’s nothing that can really stop you from what you want to be, just that .. the judgers will be judgers .. fuck them

i dont have friends. more like i don’t want friends, because i don’t like the experession on their face when they find out im a weirdo, well FUCK THEM. I AM SO motivated right now.

FUCK this issue i have .. fuck my friends .. and my parents who never understoond what it’s like .. fuck social gatherings fuck pressentations.

but as life goes on .. i learned to do things normaly like everyone else does …

1 i have made friends (so many) i just don’t talk to them too often
2 i have been on trips
3 i have got piss drunk and wasted
4 i have been clubbing and flirted
5 i have given a presentation without shaking
6 i’ve made my parents proud sometimes .. just that they think my brother is better
7 i have been in love
8 i have been broken
9 have been depressed and a cutter (lame i know)
10 i have so many foreign friends (through facebook)
11 i’ve been called cute and sweet and innocent
12 been in love again but this time physical
13 sneaked in to her place at 11 pm at night and stayed there till 6 am …
14 lost so many friends
15 i’ve been loved almost never hated
16 i’ll be going to a jym soon …
17 shoot a 3. at basketball
18 i’ve been introduced, and haven’t messed it up on the first impression (on most cases)

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

19 due to my issue … i was able to read peoples minds fo real yo
20 look at life logicaly

Thanks everyone who accepted me
FUCK EVERYONE ELSE

love
meow