• Do you remember?

    by  • April 14, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Grief, Loneliness, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    Dear Brosef,

    Do you remember when we were younger? When I got hurt and you held me in your arms until I felt better? Until the tears stopped. Why’d did you stop giving those hugs? I need you more than ever now but you’re too caught up in life with your new girlfriend. I walked downstairs one night to find you video chatting with her. My eyes were red and puffy because I had just been crying quietly in my room but you didn’t seem to notice. You just wanted me to leave so you could talk to her without me there. Why didn’t you notice?

    Don’t get me wrong, I’m glad you’re happy and she’s great too. I just wish that things could go back when you were my best friend. I used to tell you everything, things I wouldn’t dream of telling anyone else and you listened. You helped.

    Do you remember sitting in our basement with me and Jules. She told you who I hooked up with and you wanted to hear everything, make sure I wasn’t going to get hurt. You said you wanted to meet him, approve of him and make sure your little sis was being treated right. Maybe he should meet you and make sure YOU’RE treating me right.

    I need you more than ever now, with the way life it going. My friends stopped caring about my tears and it looks like you did you too. Our mom is sick and I’m losing the closest people to me including you. Please come back. I need you, Best Friend, I need you.

    Love
    your little sister

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