Dear Satan (pet name), I’m in love with you, i really am. I think about you all the time, we hang out all the time. you were my first and i was yours, and i still love you. but i can’t be with you…i like girls. please don’t be mad. Please, please, forgive me. Can
Read more →Darling, We’re reaching almost five years of being apart. Words will never be able to express how I truly felt, feel, and will always feel about you. You were the light to my darkness. The gravity to my soul. The flame to my fire. And, every other romantically cliche line you can think of. I
Read more →I always knew that you did not love me. When I miscarried, you dumped me and canceled the wedding. You only wanted to marry me when I found someone else. You had humiliated me before, but I thought that you truly loved me. I put up with your elderly father living with us, the lack
Read more →When I was seventeen I met a guy at a party. That night I happened to be very intoxicated and after being handcuffed to this guy for quite some time we ended up “hooking up”, it seems that it’s hard to avoid people when physically bound to them. I woke up in the morning wrapped
Read more →Dear V, It’s been two years, and I still think “What if?” What if I’d been sober? What if I hadn’t broken us? What if, instead of being prideful and telling you to get the fuck out, I tried to convince you to stay? Why didn’t I try to make you stay? I gave up
Read more →Dear D, I’m sure that I could make you happy, but I’m not allowed to. I wouldn’t ever cheat on him but it does often frustrate me having to watch you sad or angry about something and not being able to do anything about it except offer you a cuddle and a kind word. I’ve
Read more →Remember that time in the car where you said, “I wouldn’t care if you were a lesbian because I’d know that you’d still be the same person.” You have it in your mind? Not only the moment but the entire frame of mind you were in? Everything you were feeling? Good because even if it
Read more →I know I promised, when I first came out, that I didn’t find you attractive. I laughed at your joking insults, leered at you suggestively and then promised that I didn’t and would never find you attractive- that you were my friend and that I knew where to draw the line. I’m sending this now
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