Hi. it’s me, the one that has always been here. my question to you, is what are we doing? i still have feelings for you, even though i told you i don’t. i know you still have feelings for me, and i really do wish we could be together. being with you was some of the happiest times for me. but everything you put me through has also made it some of the worst. i want to be with you, and every time you try to kiss me, i turn away, not because i dont want to kiss you back, but because it wouldn’t be right, and you know it. so what are you trying to do? why do we still talk? i act like i dont care when you talk about other girls because we are “just friends” but let’s be honest, it kills us both. if it weren’t for her, we could be together. but you still love her. and i don’t want to love you anymore. so what are we doing?