if the reason you’re not trying to finish school is because you want to stay with your family and friends longer or if you’re scared to move here now that it’s getting closer that’s fine babe. if that’s the reason then just take your time love take as long as you need. but if you really wanted to be here you could be here by now.. i’ve done everything for you i’ve helped as much as i could.. just turn in the work. you tell me you wanna be here but then you don’t really try. i don’t wanna send any of this message because i know it’ll hurt your feelings.. the last thing i wanna do is hurt your feelings babe. i love you more than i’ve ever loved anyone in my life.. there aren’t words to describe how much i love you. i don’t wanna hurt your feelings.. but don’t promise me things if they aren’t gonna be true. don’t promise to help me study when you don’t really want to. if you can’t help me study then just tell me.. so im not sitting here hoping and counting on you to help me. cause then im disappointed when you wait til 1am to help me or play your game when i relaly need the help. id drop anything i was doing to help you do your homework or finish school or whatever you needed. ive helped you do tests when i was sitting in the middle of class. i really dont mind at all.. i wanna help babe i wanna do whatever i can. but then when i ask you to help me you say you will but it never gets done. just say you can’t help me and i won’t be disappointed. the only time i’m disappointed is when you promise to help and then don’t. please babe.. i love you so so so much. but i need to know you’re going to try.. that you’re going to try to find a good job and work hard when we have our own place. i’m going to be working hard and doing the best i can and i don’t mind that at all.. i want to have nice things and have a nice life with you. i want to spend the rest of my life loving you and being with you forever. but i can’t do all of that alone. if you don’t try hard at school how do i know you’re going to try hard to find a job? i don’t care what kind of job it is babe as long as you’re happy and bring home some kind of money to help out. you could make 11 an hour for the rest of our lives and i wouldn’t care. i don’t care about how much you make or how much i make. i care about being with you. but i need to know you’re trying and doing your best as much as i’m trying and doing my best. we have to be a team babe. we have to work together and get through things together. i know you want nice things and a nice house when we’re older. i want those things too. but i can’t do it alone. as long as i know we’re working together and we’re both trying then i’m alright. just show me you’re going to care babe. show me now that you care so i know you’ll care later. please babe i’m not trying to hurt your feelings with any of this. i love you with all of my heart and much more. theres no one else in the world i would rather spend my life with. you’re the one for me babe. you’re it. you’re my one and only and my soulmate. i love you. so much babe. i’m probably not going to send this but i just had to get it out. writing it down helps sometimes. i love you so much. please babe.. i want forever n ever to really happen. forever n ever n ever n ever in your arms. i love you so much