how could you! you are a disgusting fucked up bastard that can’t even control your own self! you are a fucking douche bag for all the things you have done to me. i can’t even wrap my mind around someone my age and my cousin physically touch me and enjoy it. how awful! you caught me at my worst time [yea while i was sleeping] to sexually abuse me! what a low thing to do. now i feel so scared and terrified towards even having a relationship with anyone because it will always lead to sex! for a 16 year old i’m supposed to make my first time the best time but you fucking piece of shit had to ruin it! you ruined my life with my family and have me living on pins and needles every fuckin day!!!!! i’m scared to tell my mom because she will flip and blame me for everything! every phone call i sit and listen because someone might find out and then it forces me to speak up and share the horrifying night. i can NOT relive it but i bet you are going about your life like it’s nothing. you don’t even know that you FUCKED up my life…i had something going for me! what a fucking fucked up bastard. scarring me for life! i hope you are soooooo fucking happy you stupid insane bastard! you forced me to choose to run away from a family that loves me with all their hearts. but of course you don’t have that so you fucked it up for me. thank you thank you mr. i’m a piece of shit!!!!!!