• Why did you ever cheat on me? What did I do?

    by  • March 13, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Cheating, Confusion, Heartbreak, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    Boyfriend – soon to be ex,

    Why did you cheat on me? I know things are that great for us right now. But you cheated over six months ago. I didn’t mean to find out – I didn’t even want to. But, I’m glad I know because when I move out of our place, I can move on with my life. I’m not sure if you deserve to know that I know. You lied about so much but for some reason, I believed that you’d never lie to me because you loved me. Loved, I don’t know if you still do because I don’t know what to believe. I do know that I loveD you. I can’t anymore. You broke my heart when I trusted you most.

    I’m not even sure how to break up with you. You mean so much to me that I don’t want to hurt you. All my friends ask why I’m still nice to you. I guess I still see you as a person with a family I care about and don’t want to hurt. But, between now and when I move out and end it – on my terms – I will have to understand that you hurt me more than you will ever know and all I will do is let you go. I’m not going to be petty or dramatic. I just want you to leave and not talk to me, my family or my friends. Why? You hurt me so I could never trust you to not hurt them.

    So when the time comes, please walk away and leave me be. That’s all I want from you and I will not ask for anything more.

    Until our good-bye,

    Me, the one you said you’d love forever

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