Remember
by admin • March 11, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Hope, Inspiration, Positive Vibes • 179 Comments
I just turned 25
I am a man
I am overweight
I am a recent survivor of cancer
As a result of my cancer treatments I might be diabetic
I currently live with my parents
I’ve Been to Rome.
I’ve seen Florence.
I’ve seen Venice.
I’ve been to Austria.
I’ve had REALLY good beer
I have performed on stage at Carnegie hall
I have seen the ocean
I have been horseback riding in the black hills of South Dakota
I have howled at the moon
I’ve been in love
I’ve had my heart broken
And I’ve broken hearts
I’ve lost family and friends
I’ve made new friends
I’ve had a one night stand
I’ve been to a strip club
I’ve read the bible cover to cover……it was confusing
I’ve lost my faith in god
I replaced that Faith with hope
I’ve cooked over an open fire
I’ve seen the sunrise
I’ve seen it set too
I’ve been stuck in the friend zone……many many times
I’ve been to Washington D.C.
I’ve argued about politics
I’ve decided i hate politics
I’ve taken a friend I secretly had a crush on a “friend date”……….on valentines day…We’re just friends
I’ve been to an Aerosmith concert
I’ve been to a Nine Inch Nails concert as well
I’ve learned how to play the guitar…….sort of
I’ve gazed at the stars…..i wish i had kissed her
I’ve realized that not kissing her is one of my biggest regrets.
I’ve been to Disney world
I’ve been back a few times
I’ve seen Van Gogh’s “Starry Night”
I’ve been to Broadway and Times Square.
I’ve been propositioned by a hooker
I’ve never paid for sex….never will…unless you count breakfast the next morning.
I’ve been the lead singer in a band
I’ve never gotten a speeding ticket
I’ve been to college…..didn’t Graduate……yet
I’ve decided i’m going to be a chef
I’m going back to school in the fall to learn how.
you know i started this thinking it was going to be really depressing. i was going to say something lame about how i wish i had someone to share all this with.
but now, looking back at all of it remembering everything I’ve seen in just 25 years, I’m suddenly excited about what life has in store for me.
my friends all tell me that i will meet an amazing woman someday. I’m glad she hasn’t met me yet.
The last year of my life has been spent dealing with cancer and chemo and worry and blood and pain.
and I’ve spent it alone with my thoughts.
I’ve over thought about my life
I’ve forgotten who i am
soon
very soon
I’ll be that man again
wow..thanks for this. I was feeling very sad..for a unknown reason, but i realize some people could be going through so much worse and to always be grateful. Thank you..one day you will find someone as amazing as you put yourself out to be.
That is amazing! I love this letter. I wish you all the best with the next phase of your life. Its nice to take a look at where you’ve been and to plan where you’re going next so now all you have to do is enjoy the ride.
You’ve been through a lot, seen a lot and are wiser for it. She’ll come, and who wouldn’t with a soul like that.
this is amazing. keep that chin up
I wish I knew you.
Wow, that is amazing you are an incredibly strong person, I wish i had accomplished as much as you do. You probably have few regrets, (apart from not kissing her, lol) I wish i knew you in person, you seem so cool.
Thank you for sharing your story with us, it is very inspirational. You sound like an amazing man, with a wonderful perspective on life and I really admire your courage to face the challenges that you’ve had to overcome. Good luck to you in your future. I heard a great quote once that said, “the best students get the hardest lessons” so keep that in mind as you continue in your journey! Much love and happiness to you
maybe we can meet some day? maybe the girl you’re looking for and maybe the friend to share it with are the same person. Or maybe not, but maybe one of those is me…how exctiting that in your very exciting life, you might just get a chance to meet me. I hope that life stays turned around for you.
This is amazing. Beautifully written.
I read this and it seems we are almost two of the same- and it makes me smile. Just to know someone out there thinks the same things… it’s a little strange.
But, I can say that I like that you’re honest… and that your friends hound you too and try to make you feel better. Maybe, like bombshell says, we’ll meet someday. Maybe, just maybe, our paths will cross, and for that brief moment- we’ll both be strangely and completely happy. 
After all this you still have hope… thats inspirational.
This really inspired me. Thank you so much. Thank you for living. I believe you are a man, and a good one too. Thank you.
I wish I could meet you. I truly truly do.
I really wish I knew you. Keep up all the great yet hard work. It WILL pay off in the end.
My eyes see a true piece of art.
this was amazing.
i’m only 17 and i’m so excited about the things that my life has in store down the road. thank you
Wow. This really has got me thinking about how similarly I feel regarding my own life. The difference is that I have not been battling cancer… I’ve spent the last two years of my life not being who I really am b/c of depression. I know I’ll be myself again …. one day as well.
Thanks for the smile.
You are amazing.
Aw that was nice kept me entertained the entire time which believe me that is one that’s is hard to do. I hope you are well and accomplish all your goals if you ever need anyone to brighten up your day you may IM me at (contact admin@lettersillneversend.com for info)
I cannot tell you how odd it is that I come across your website at such a time in my life so very similar to yours. I had cancer as a junior in high school and I much like you have thought and thought and thought and well thought some more since then (I am now a freshman in college) about what life is really about and how wonderful it really is that we get to experience it. I thank you for giving me your letters for they have touched me and made me feel like i am not alone. Never stop writing your letters for you have a beautiful mind and you have wonderful things to share with the world. Thank you
I wish I knew who you were
This is a beautiful letter. What a touching way to look at many moments you have experienced, in the common and not so common places you’ve seen, things you’ve done…and the universal, the beauty in nature, love, regret, pain, illness, hope…you inspire me! In time you will meet a woman who is exceptional, with a heart and a capacity to experience the world fully, to match the love you have to give, she will give to you. Take care!
Sincerely,
Sandra
Oh my God. This has brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so much for sharing this inspiring letter of the heart.
So Beautiful! I’ve read this many different times and it never gets old.
i love this!! well done on being so upbeat and congrats on your survival!
Im 22. I have not had the good fortune to visit all of the place I would love to visit. I also have not had the miss fortune of having cancer. I have health problems, no where near yours. I kiss your cheek and congratulate you on pulling threw, and doing all of the things you have. Your story brought tears to my eyes, both happy and sad. I am happy you made it threw and did all of the things you have, yet sad you had to go threw your troubles alone. I wish you the best of luck in finding that girl. She will be the luckiest girl, to have gotten a man like you. I wish you well in all of your travels, and hope you are happy for years to come.
You have inspired a lot of people. It makes me happy and I am so proud of you.
i miss you…
I miss you, bubby. You are such an inspiration to so many people. I am honored to have you as my brother, now and always.
XOXO
you’ve helped save my life. i’m really proud of you, and wish i knew you.