My favorite big headed person,

I’ll never tell you the feelings i have towards you. How much i enjoy the conversations we’ve had. How completely nervous you make me feel each and every time around you and even when i’m not. simply the sound of your voice is enough to make my palms sweat. i now have a hairline fracture and i know its of my own fault.. i let you go.. not the other way around. and you found someone who knew what they wanted, and she may even be better for you than i am, although i find that hard to believe with all that we shared. never physical and all mental. which makes this so much more real, and so much harder to let go. i sincerely hope that you’re happy.. and all i want is to be able to let you go.. i love you and you’re the best friend i’ve ever had.