• My 40’s

    by  • March 5, 2011 • Depression, Frustration, Yearning • 2 Comments

    I am so damn bored with life these days that I wish the world would end in 2012!

    Yes I have a husband and kids. But I feel like screaming right now if I don’t do something other than clean, watch kids shows or suck my husband’s penis when I don’t want to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    2 Responses to My 40’s

    1. S.
      March 5, 2011 at 11:59 am

      Don’t be intimate if you are not into it. Husband or not, NOBODY, has the right to make you do something you don’t want to. Life is life and always has moments we want to scream, moments we feel utterly stuck but we are not. Nobody really is. It is just very hard to get out of this hole. Get out of this hole! You need to get out and find a hobby, a trusted friend to have a weekly *girl* afternoon or even night with. Something little, something simple can already do the trick and make you feel a little more alive. Only you know what that would be and only you can do it. It’s okay to be selfish sometimes, we all HAVE to to maintain some form of sanity. Through all this desire of doing all the right things, all the right things for everybody…don’t ever forget, you are somebody too!
      If you were around the corner, I’d pick you up and shake life into you that deep down, trust me, is still there. Be strong and do something for yourself. Best wishes to you and that you will find your way.


    2. Edeb
      March 5, 2011 at 12:42 pm

      Aw, take up a hobby. It’s never too late. Bake fun cakes/cookies/cup cakes, sew, take classes at the local community college while the kids are in school. Do something. It’s never ever too late to have fun.



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