The fact in the matter
by admin • February 28, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration, Grief, Letting Go, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments
I feel like I am alone in this world… I try to sweep you off your feet, and as you are hovering there for half a second, you don’t see me but a ghost and you swiftly squirm until your feet are safely on the ground. I try to do everything…It is almost uncompromisable how you can not see me for who I truly am… I unlike another boy care how you are, not just care how your privates feel. That means nothing to me, and I mean nothing to you. Girls only want me for one reason and that is the reason I don’t want them… You will always have a space in my heart…But I am done playing second fiddle in your symphony of heartbreak…

“but a ghost and you swiftly squirm until your feet are safely on the ground.”
and
“But I am done playing second fiddle in your symphony of heartbreak…”
..Genius!
I love it.
This is beautiful
I wish there were more males out there like this..
~though I wouldn’t deserve to be loved by one~
I would push them away..except
~only in my dreams~