k,

i dont even know how to say this to you. Everyday i look at you and i am over powered by the intense love i feel for you. you are truly the most incredible man i could ever be blessed with. and i know i said yes when you asked me to marry you, but lately, the wind has been calling to me. i’m getting restless. I have a gypsy soul and i’m not sure how long i can keep it at bay. i love you with every ounce of my being and i want to have a life with you. i want the marriage and the kids and the white picket fence.

but i also want to see things, and do things. meet people. there is a whole big world out there and i intend to experience it. 19 is far too young to be getting married anyway. i want to just be

i don’t know how to say this but, i don’t.
i’m so sorry
~E