I’m sorry. It’s not what i wanted. But I had to do it. I wasn’t there anymore, really. Just going through the motions. I need this time to focus on me. I love you, but I love me too and in order for us to figure out if we should be together or not I need time for me, to love me. I’m sorry i had to hurt you it’s the last thing i ever wanted to do. I hope our paths do cross again, i really do. But now, now I need this time to work out my shit. I’m sorry, but i have to. I need this. I hope you can understand. I hope you take this time to focus on you and what you want to. You deserve better than me half assing it with you–we deserve better.

I’m sorry, but. i had to.

To quote sam from sex and the city… I love you, but I love me more.