to any boy who has crushed me. you have no idea the damage you have caused. I suffered months after each one of you came and got what you wanted and then left me, bleeding. my self confidence in is the shitter and basically I feel as though I am nothing to anyone. thanks to all of you I’ve had to deal with depression, anxiety, and don’t forget the few eating disorders. I know I gave you all everything I possibly could and it was never enough. all I wanted was to fucking matter to you. I wasn’t asking for much, I promise you this. countless nights I cried with a knife cutting through my wrist to relieve the pain while you all were off finding your new victim.
to all of you who have hurt me. fuck you.